This was my mistake.....

Sometimes you meet a guy thinking you'll be with him forever,but it doesn't happen....And you must realize it's for the best.I now understand why God has rules for us....God told me to break up with my ex boyfriend.It was the hardest thing i ever had to do within my walk with christ.But i did it.And that was the most honoring,obedient,thing ive ever had to do.I've stuck with my decision to stay away from my ex.I was mentally and emotionally abused by him.Constantly.I finally realized he was never going to change,and thats how he will always be.I feel sorry for the next girl.If there is a next girl for him.haha.Thru all the hell i went thru.I am now free to run with God.God knows im an experience learner type of person and i believe this is why he allowed me to experience all of this....He knew id be growing and that i'd learn some lessons.Which i definitely have. God can hold my heart in a way that humans can not.I have been forced to face God because i had no one else to run to at times.Which was GREAT!Because i really experienced how i used to a few years ago.So it was awesome.God is my focus from now on :-)